Obsession Subsided...mostly...

well, wedding's over with...that means, aside from planning for school and procrastinating on my online class work, there is a void in my obsessing. no more wedding planning. no more extensive gift registry checking.

dear lord, who is that god-like human on the cover of Entertainment Weekly? it's robert pattinson. cool. he's hot. oh, neat, he played cedric diggory in the HP movies. wow, he's hot. HOT!

what's that? new movie called twilight...he's a vampire. neat. *more lusting of RP after watching the trailers....drool.* ok, i give in, let's read the book. buy book saturday night. read two chapters. go to bed. wake up sunday and read the rest of the book, nonstop (okay, aside from that trip to target). i want to marry edward. as long as it's RP edward. cannot stop looking up his lustful, deep eyes on google images. *sweat*

distracted with real life. why can't fantasies be real? real life sucks. (well, i'm still at odds about the human race, that hasn't subsided). depression deepens. just want my b back with me in wi.

check out second book, new moon, from school library (what? have all the girls read it already???). spend only two days reading it (even during prep period and lunch). oh come on! will everyone stop loathing on themselves already? "it's my fault sorry." "no it's my fault." on and on and on. and why has bella turned into such a wuss suddenly? if she had cajones in the first book, she lost them in the second.

i finally resurface. omg - okay, i still enjoy book 1, a nice romance book that makes my heart flutter and certain parts tingle...in a safe, non-lustful way....a giddy way. but i'm hesitant to read books 3 and 4. especially 4 - lots of bad reviews. i will read them, but i think my obsession over the books is falling quickly. which is good.

but RP...mmmmmmmmmmmmm...too bad he missed his chance. (what? it's only an 8 year difference! n can justify that age doesn't always matter when dating. although, when he had his chance, he was 13. EWWWW!)