i don't care what anyone fuckin' says...i'm NEVER going to get a teaching job...i'm carrying bad baggage and bad karma. it's just not fair...i've tried so hard to overcome my obstacles, but all any district is going to see is my stupid baggage and my incompetence. i don't know what i'm going to do now. i'm too depressed to even do anything. i don't think i can move on. i'm stuck in the mud, immobile. why even finish my biology credits? why do anything?