i wonder...

i wonder what it feels like to be beautiful? is it prideful? is it sinful? does it cover all of the 7 deadliest? or is it shameful? embarrassing? well, i would like to know at some point what it feels like to have nice sparkling eyes that are well shaped, not too close or small or have stupid eczema on the eyelids. what it would feel like to have clean clear skin with a nice undertone, not too pink. what it would feel like to have a nice sloping nose, not a hideous bumpy one. to have a nice hair line and nice hair that will do things. to have a good decent in shape body with a round but tight butt. oh, what would it be like?